Not all those who wander are lost
Jen; I am studying biological sciences and am an aspiring pastry chef.
ookami no kodomo ame to yuki | wolf children

"It would be nice to have a home. Saying "I’m home" when you arrive."

"And I’ll the one saying "Welcome home".

I feel better now. I really needed someone to just talk to tonight after my mini break down. Hope my eyes aren’t to swollen tomorrow haha I hate crying. Thanks Paco

I’m lucky to have Paco as a friend. He’s one of the few people that really understands me and I really needed someone to just talk to tonight.

this post might have a lot of spelling errors but fuck it I am reallyloopy right now also I’m gona write a lot of it in Korean because y’all can’t read it and google translate is shit.

계속 울고있네. 혼자서 또 울고있네. 

Everything was planned out so perfectly Obviously not everything goes the way you plan things but for the most part, the general idea was all planned out.

그년 때문에 내가 이지경 됐어. 숨쉴때 너무 아프고, 앉아있을때도 너무 아퍼

내가 열정적으로 좋아하고 사랑했던것도 죽어가고 있는거 같고

너무 힘들어

그 사고만 안났었으면 그놈도 안만나는거고.. 내가 계획했던데로 공부하고 졸업하고, 유럽가고 시카고 가는거 였었을꺼야. 운동도 하고 일하면서 많이배우고

다 못하고있어 

왜. 

왜 계속 인생이 shit 이냐? 

어렸을떼 부터 혼자서 다 했는데 … 지금은 더이상 못할꺼 같애. 너무 힘들고 너무 아퍼. 몸도 아프고 마음도 아퍼. 마음이너무 아프다. 드디어 내가 사랑하는거 할수 있었는데.. 내가 5년동안 기다린거 할수있었는데… 

미칠거같다. 

I’m trying my best right now to be positive but some days are just too hard. First, my 어린시절 was stolen. 성폭행 당해서 어린시절 망쳤고. and now, 내 미래가 없어지는거 같애. 너무 잔인하다.

인생이란.. 너무 잔인해. 

씨발 약먹어서 너무 예민해진거 같다 

I’m gonna try and finish this lecture book and sleep. T3 got me fucked up

I should really just write my personal shit on my private blog and just keep this one for gifs and random shit. 

I haven’t taken T3’s since I had sleep paralysis. But I think I need to take it. I can’t handle this right now.. ow

Reunited ♥

I want to be indispensable. I want to be someone’s all, I want to be the reason why somebody smiles first thing in the morning. Because it feels like I’m always the one making people indispensable to me. I am always making someone my all, I’m always smiling when I wake up because of that someone. For once I want the chance to have someone care for me the way I care too much about everyone else.

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writing an email to my profs.

"so.. I can’t sit for too long or else my ribs will start hurting and poppin’ and lockin’ so… I can’t write long exams…"

I sound like an idiot. BUT IT’S TRUE. 

ssdfjl so frustrating

FACCHINI Y U SO ESL!?

YOU HAVE NO REASON TO BE ESL. DAMMIT HOLLOW MAN. YOU TOO BUSY DANCING THAT YOU AREN’T PAYING ATTENTION TO GRAMMAR AND SPELLING. (he looks like Kevin Bacon)

GODDAMMIT 

I don’t get why everyone is so obsessed with becoming a DJ. 

그려 알아서해. 난 공부나 해야지.
그래도 좀짜증난다 ㅋ.

Imma just go………..and study but I want to sleep.